The flower beds are full of week-old ice that is slowly being devoured by slush. It’s the type of ice that you find in suburban parking lots after a cycle of thawing and freezing – grimy on top and misleadingly brittle. You can walk across the top of the ice for several feet only to find yourself knee-deep in mush the next minute.
You also find this kind of ice when winter has been harsh and inconstant. It’s been a week of extremes: deep snow, murderous ice, treacherous cold, miserable wind – and then – comparatively warm weather with sleet and rain. It’s a confusing mixture that is sure to have consequences in the spring. How many birds will be weakened and die? Which bulbs will survive to bloom this spring?
Ankle-deep in slush /
five gargoyles – confused – ponder /
fickle winter’s course //
With wild weather like this, everywhere you go, you are bound to find cranky people coughing and sneezing. I am one of them. I have been bedridden for two days. Now is the time for exercise – to get up, get moving, get the blood flowing. All I have to do is walk down the sidewalk – walk around the block. That’s it.
But will I just walk around the block? Of course not. For the first time in days I am truly excited as I grab my camera and slosh through the muck in the front yard. I am happy to kneel on the cold ground to capture flashes of winter’s beauty and cruelty.
I see a dead marigold that I meant to uproot – with its blackened flower heads all topped with hats of ice.
I see tracks where our vole has been busy scooting in and out of his burrow.
I see the indentations where icicles have been dripping into the snow – at their center they are clear and you can see straight to the dark soil.
Will any of these images be “professional”? No. Will I be sick again tomorrow? Probably. But it doesn’t matter. For now, I am happy to run my fingers over nature’s brushstrokes.
Sharp little bird feet /
collapse old and brittle ice – /
I add my own tracks //
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This post is written for the weekly Līgo Haibun challenge. Our task was to pick one of two Russian proverbs as the inspiration for our writing. I selected the following:
The church is near but the road is all ice; the tavern is far but I’ll walk very carefully.
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Tagged: bird tracks, gargoyles, haibun, ice, Russian proverb, snow, vole, Weekly Līgo Haībun Challenge, winter
